The Black Parade Is Real- Chapter 7!! (credits to cover me in gasoline[MCR fansite and fanfics!!)
I've sat here on the float for at least an hour. It is so. Fucking. Cold. But I don't want to go back in the tent.
I'm being soooo stupid.
He likes me.
I like him.
I ADMITTED IT SAVOR THE MOMENT.
And yeah I'm too dumb to even sit there and talk to him.
It would have been NICE to fall asleep in his arms.
But no. And now I sit here.
I start to sing
"Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen
And as the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself,"
I stare out towards Gerard's tent.
"But it started with an all-right scene..."
I think of the Parade. And how if I'm not true to myself I'll fall apart. But I just can't do it. I can't fall in love. It hurts too damn much.
"It was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing
And as we ran from the cops
We'd laugh so hard it would sting
Yeah, yeahh, whoaaa.
If I'm so wrong...
How can you listen all night long?
How will it matter, long after I'm gone
Because you never learned a goddamn thing..."
And I realize I haven't...
I also realize I'm crying.
It's a shock to me. The last time I cried was when I was still alive. It's been AGES since then.
Suddenly, I hear a noise.
Just a small noise.
I look up, and there's a girl. Dressed in the black, with pretty facial features, and pink-and-black hair. She's tall, and I look at her as she comes closer and closer.
What the hell. Marchers only come out when the Parade is marching. What the hell is this?
She sees me and walks up, unafraid.
For a moment, I'm scared she's a demon. Until she talks. Then I can hear the human in her voice.
"W... where am I?"
"The Black Parade's campground," I say.
"The... the fucking WHAT?"
"Listen, Jess," I say, naming her as easily as it comes. The name fits, and she blinks. "Go down to that third float you see, and Mother War will give you everything you need."
I'm being cold, I know, and she walks away muttering "Wank."
I just look out on the barren plain of Deadworld.
It looks like my future.
THERE WILL BE MORE COMING SOON!!! <33
